It’s been a while

31 May, 2008

Dear All

It’s been a quite some time since I last wrote anything here.

I never really got my blogging mojo back with this blog, and I guess to be honest my heart hasn’t been in it for a while.

I started blogging [way back in the heady days of 2005] as a way of dealing with my issues, and finding other gay people to talk to.

I suceeded in that.

From being completely closeted in 2005, I’m now out to most of my friends (but not family), and have a good bunch of gay friends.

While I’m still single, I have had my moments over the last few months too; most memorably snogging a very sexy guy in the middle of a pretty busy street after a night out – I think that shows just how far I’ve come.

I’m a slut I know ;oP

So much has progressed over the last few months, stuff that should have been prime blog material; but I don’t want to write about personal stuff anymore.

It’s difficult to explain -

The things that I’m going through now are special to me, and writing about them feels like its taking away some of the shine.

I’m also becoming very jealous of my time. I’ve started writing again, and things are going quite well, but every time I think about writing a blog post I feel that I should be spending my time on my writing projects.

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So from being a closeted social misfit, to finding my feet and standing up and starting to become the man that I want to be it’s been quite a journey; and I’m not at journey’s end yet.

But this is the end for my personal blog.

Thanks to everyone who commented and read this and my previous blog or emailed me. Your comments helped more than you can possibly imagine. I hope my inane ramblings even helped some of you on the same journey.

Love Always

Aaron